Everything Changed

Yesterday, I have a chance to chit chat together with my friend just in front of theater of UNIMAS. Still fresh in my memory; just 1 year before, 3 friend of mine and I sit in front of the theater, we talk and share our private secret and love story to each other. But now, everyone had change, they just keep secret in their mind; no really want to share their feeling. It around 10.00pm, we arrived at the theater there. We lay down on the floor and began to chit chat just like the pillow talk. However, we just talk nonsense; talk about the god. I feel like disgusting to share my opinion and feeling to them. Just now, I ask them a question; who is much different than before (one year)? I have shared my thinking to them. But I am quite disappointed, not even one of them answers my question and just give me a reason that they don’t want hurt other feeling. May be they willing not hurt someone else, but we are friends. We need other “so called” friend to give us opinion or criticize to improve ourselves. May be I am wrong, you are not treated us as friend. Finally, I found that everyone has changed. I am lonely.