Hike Mountion

Hmm, i really like to hike mountain. Still remember, last time i follow a hike team, ODA (Outdoor Discovery Adventure) to G.Yong Belar and G.Batu Puteh. Quite tried, but i feel happy and satisfy. For me, hiking is quite tough. Its need outstanding stamina to carry things and walk or climb for few day. And also its need a strong mind set otherwise can go into but cannot come out from the mountain.

Why i like hike mountain? I like to close to nature, set my mind free from disturbance things and also train my stamina. "Dun Give Up", i keep remind me when i start to hike. I cant lose to myself, i cant stop here, i want reach to the peak of the mountain and come out safely.

However, I really cant join the hiking trip quite often because the trip is costly. Each trip fees is around RM 2++.00. Now i am still a student and havent earn money yet. Hope I can join ODA again after i graduate from UNIMAS and start to work.

ODA, don't forget me. I will join you back, wait me...

Who want join ODA for mountain hiking? Refer this blog, they are great.....

~~Lost~~

Lost, I had lost for five months. I lost my way, my future and also my thinking. Everyday keeping remind me myself - what should i do for today, tomorrow and future. I don't know. Really don't know.
Just 10 months ago, I went to Penang to have my Uni industry training at Intel. I feel happy and enjoy my life at there. Although everyday was busy with the work in Intel, I managed to have my time to travel around with my new friend. We went to Gua Tempurung (Ipoh), Cameron Highland, Hatyat (Thailand), Taman negara Penang, fruit farm penang, play paint ball and others. Not only that, I also joined the hike team to hike G7 (7 highest mountain in Malaysia) - G.Yong belar, G.batu putih. I feel my life was wonderful.
Back to now, everything change. I become lazy, no ambition, low energy and down. Why? May be the people i met here. The people here are selfish, unctuously, and not caring. I don't like this place. Just stand for another 6 months, i will set free from this place.

Lonely

I have thought that i have a lot of friend surrounded me but i am wrong. When i am down, no one is noticing me.  I look tough, but my heart is as soft as a piece of paper, easily tear off. I look happy always, but my heart is bleeding. I look tire, not that i am hardworking to study or play game, that is because i am losing my way. I talk too much, not that i am excited to show-off. I look fake because no one is understand me. I hate to answer the call and reply the message. No greeting and no care, just asking for something.

Sometime my friend like to complain to me about their feeling and I willing to listen to them and keep the secret. Then, who will keep my secret? My brain memory is full with sadness. If there is a “delete” button, i will shred and permanent delete the sadness.

My closely friend, do you notice my existence?