~~Lost~~

Lost, I had lost for five months. I lost my way, my future and also my thinking. Everyday keeping remind me myself - what should i do for today, tomorrow and future. I don't know. Really don't know.
Just 10 months ago, I went to Penang to have my Uni industry training at Intel. I feel happy and enjoy my life at there. Although everyday was busy with the work in Intel, I managed to have my time to travel around with my new friend. We went to Gua Tempurung (Ipoh), Cameron Highland, Hatyat (Thailand), Taman negara Penang, fruit farm penang, play paint ball and others. Not only that, I also joined the hike team to hike G7 (7 highest mountain in Malaysia) - G.Yong belar, G.batu putih. I feel my life was wonderful.
Back to now, everything change. I become lazy, no ambition, low energy and down. Why? May be the people i met here. The people here are selfish, unctuously, and not caring. I don't like this place. Just stand for another 6 months, i will set free from this place.